Well Vladi is off on a "sorry its so last minute, but can you go...and by that I mean, you WILL go" work trip this week. Across country of course! I finally figured why I hate for us to be apart ever since Luke died.....At first I thought it was that he got me better than anyone, and understood better than anyone, so that brought me some peace knowing he was near.
Although there is truth in that statement, it dawned on me today, in the middle of Harris Teeter buyng over priced groceries, exactly why I felt that way......
What if he dies too?
What if he dies while we are apart? I can not even wrap my head around be able to process and move on from that. I would rather be together, then the chances are better we will either live together or die together.....
I do not think I could ever make it if he was to die too....I would be utterly and totally alone.
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