Leading up to today, I was looking forward to 2010 and welcoming a new year that has to be filled with wonderful blessings right?! It's the year of the water babe's after all!! But here we go again, as I drive home from work I feel myself deflate, and want to go curl up into a ball and act like time is not marching over right over my face....better yet, my heart.
If 2010 is the year of water babe, then that surely makes 2009 the year of Luke.....my Luke. It's just another slap in the face that he isn't here and should be. It's like another vault door being slammed shut making it further and further away.
Why is it so hard to say goodbye to the year that contains the crappiest thing that could have ever happened to me?! Maybe its because in the same time that my world cracked in two, I met the most beautiful creature that ever existed.
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